21/10
I just cannot bealive what just happen last night.i cannot sleep till this morning & when i wake up i wake with a tears on my eye with a fully shit headache. im so stress .im feel like im dead. i just cannot think normally at this time . im so down very down.. im scared. i cannot even think what would happen next with a last change for my heart.. i try not to put to much hope but i cannot. because i already put a high feeling on that someone. maybe i wll nvr found a person that good as that someone
I prasie for allah for give you my love. I feel like i nvr been good enough for you. Im a spoiled brat that always make u annoy. Manja~ maybe u cannot acpt the way i am. it is i just been protective that make you cnt stand with me. huh~. yah i nvr that good enough. but i pray i pray that our relationship will be longer. i just cannot stand the tears early at the morning. there no more smile when i wake up. Now i wake with a scared feelings, weak heart & fragile .
Semua parut yang kau pulih kan dulu sekarang dah mula terbuka lagi. Kini dengan sedikit hati yang bagai d toreh d tambah kan lagi. Membuatkan sakit yang mendalam. dulu kau pulih kan hati ku yang pernah di lukakan sebelum ini. kau muncul dlam hidup ku. Yang ku sambut dgan sepenuh hati ku. Kau ibarat kan penyelamat ku. tp kini? apa dah jadi. beban nya semua d atas ku. aku yang slah. aku~
ya allah.ampun kan lah dosa ku. aku bersyukur dgan apa yg kau beri. kau kenal kan aku padanya.
now im like a dirty dirt that almost been throw away
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